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| Vexation is a poison we inflict upon ourselves! |
The simple answer to that is "Yes!" It would be nice. But the Truth is he hasn't dropped the class. What SuSu is getting at, however, is the question of whether hoping he goes away is Living in Truth or not. The answer to that brings up some very important nuances to what it means to Live in Truth.
First of all, thoughts of any kind sometimes pop into our heads uninvited. It isn't the thought itself that sends us into the Pit of Illusion. It is what we do with the thought. We can throw the thought out or we can swell on it. It is is a negative thought it will vex us. If the thought vexes us we need to ask, "Is this the truth?" In the case of my student, the simple truth is that he is bringing a negative influence into the classroom. The second question to ask is, "Can I fix it or do I need to live with it?"
In this case there are some options to fix the problem. Technically I could ask him to leave the class, but I don't think that is the right thing to do. I could say something very sarcastic to "put him in his place." But again that is not a good way to handle it. There are several other negative things I could do, but none of them seem right to me. But I can hope that on his own he decides to change classes as long as my hoping is a simple desire and doesn't turn into fretting and or vexing. If the though crosses the line from being a simple desire and becomes a vexation that is creating vexing feelings, then I am in the Pit of Illusion.
Since the young man hasn't dropped the class my choice in this situation is to live with it and the way to live with it without vexing is to learn to love it. So I am working on thinking up all the possible ways I can to help him and to see him as God sees him. Yes, it takes effort, but the effort is worth it! It will keep me out of the Pit--a place I hate.
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Love your post again today. I was hoping it wasn’t just me that I would be the only one hoping for his departure. I have found that when those we wish to “depart” don’t it becomes an opportunity for me to just simply love them. Many years ago I taught a Primary class of four years. I had a more than vexing little girl in the class. She was not to be reasoned with on any level. When speaking to her mother about her she told me to just love her. I remember thinking sure easy for you to say you are her mother, you have to love her. But in the end that was the answer. I just had to love her. When my attitude changed and she could sense that I genuinely did care for her she changed as well.
Thanks for sharing this example of how to deal with a troublesome situation. I hope it all works out for the best. :)
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